♥ littlemisscheeky's*

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

11:30 PM
I'm short and i deserve nothing.

How is it that two people can start from a point where they could talk about anything under the sun, to where they still call each other every night, but have nothing to talk about?

I remember the days, when we could talk about anything and everything. When we didn't even have the chance or the need to ask "What're you doing now?". Without awkward silences over the line.

What happened to that?

What's with the increasing secrecy, the nonchalant attitude, like you don't care.

It's so upsetting. yet i don't know what to do about it.
How do i find out more about what's going on on your side of life? without probing?
What can i say when you keep saying you forget?
How can i tell if you really forgot, or if you just don't care enough to remember?
Wouldn't a person really try to remember sth if it meant enough to tell another person?

When do you ever feel my hurt?

I'm just short, fat, ugly.
I don't deserve you.
Go find a hot Caucasian girl with great looks, great tan and long legs.
Someone more befitting to be your girl.

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Friday, October 31, 2008

1:23 AM

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

5:40 PM
shitholes should not be leaders

i really think that people who can't keep to their own deadlines should not be given the right to endlessly bug people for what they want, when they want their stuff to be done for them.
it's as good as shitting everywhere and waiting for others to wipe up your shithole for you.
anw. the whole damn thing is getting me really pissed
what with all the last minute information being passed down.
having to pay lumpsums of money for something i feel i'm not even passionate for.
i joined this to act, to relive my passion for drama.
i don't mind doing shitwork.
but just freaking get off my back, give me the stuff i need to get the shitwork done. and i'll do it.
so just back off if you can't even do that tiny little bit.

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

1:49 PM
field camp.

stewpid field camp.
sigh. i miss you so much ):

and not to mention my friends are disappearing off the face of the earth one by one.
):):

stewpid. stewpid. stewpid.

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

4:23 PM
YIPPPEEEE!!!!

YAY!! martina's BACK!
and mark's coming home tonight!!!
HURRAY!!!
i haven't been this happy since dunno when! haha

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Monday, December 03, 2007

10:02 PM
day 1: withdrawal symptoms

27th nov.

sigh, i'm having terrible withdrawal symtoms..
come home soon! PLEASE.
sigh.
i've been a really good girl today okay?
i drank water (:
and i busied myself..
i talked to gen for 2 hours..
talked to ying for 2 hours..
and talking to her really made me appreciate you even more! (:
I LOVE YOU
(yes this might sound mushy to everyone else out there, so stay away from this page for the next 17 days if you can't stomach it)
i just hope your tummy's fine over there..
and that you're warm&snug..
sigh. i've been doing up prom photos..
since the entire afternoon..
(not fully done yet though)
will upload it on facebook first then here..
and i failed to get a job ):
i can't help but feel lousy..

i miss you tonnes.
<3

x * i pinched my cheeks

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

10:41 PM
<3

belated 10 month (:

i grew fatt-er ):

x * i pinched my cheeks

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